Hellooooo 2011.

2010 was a very hard year for me. Very very hard year. Don't get me wrong, it was an amazing year in some aspects (such a relationships and traveling) but in the mother department, not so fabulous. I think I hid it pretty well to most of those who were around me, but most of the time inside I was screaming for someone to save me. I never thought that having two little boys would be so emotional and exhausting. And I also thought that it would get easier as Dylan got older. Nope. So this is me really hoping and praying that things get just a little bit easier on this mama, because honestly I don't know if I can handle another year like that. 2011, here I come...